an answer i'll never know? i don't know how long the question would bother me. it could be forever. given my character, i think it would stay in me for quite some time. it's been almost a month since that question hit me hard and direct. i'm afraid to ask because i know i might not get an answer. and yes, i banged into the wall. an answer i'll never get cause there's no way to explain things? yup. okay. time to sleep. good night bloggie! (*^-^*)