few things to be happy about first. those two finally quitted hi! club. notice the word "finally". if it's because of what happened after opening ceremony ah, they can really go and eat shit. i also busy with final year project and other projects what. excuses and only more excuses.
another thing to be happy about is that my laopo got together with jap on last sat. haha. such a cute and sweet couple. i sincerely hoped that they would last and maybe one day i get to go to their wedding. haha.
next, is the sad stuffs. dardar's been very down since 2 days ago. well, i thought by joking with him, making a fool out of myself could make him feel better. but he doesn't think that way. as usual, there's this difference between us. different paths. that's why i always wondered are we really two lines that meet or we are two parallel lines that never meet each other. to say i'm insensitive at times, yes, i agree. the problem is i'm concerned, just a different way of showing it, different from what dardar wanted. being silly as usual, i asked him would all these differences make us apart or closer. he said it's closer, cos we would understand each other more from all these. he's true. by right, opposites attracts each other. if by left, opposites can repel too. in reality there's always more "by left" than "by right".
another sad thing to update is that my final year project isn't going that well. all thanks to a lousy supervisor!! i went to consult my class advisor instead. Dr Lau very nice to us. we just complaining to him like a normal conversation between friends. but he took it seriously and wanted to make changes for us. i think he came and spoke to the TSO of the lab to ask her to spare us more space lately to finish up our project and start to write our final report. i think i would go to him from now on rather than to that stupid OBC lecturer. every year the OBC lecturer would definitely suck to the core. and i seriously mean it. in 3 years time she will be out of NP, just like the previous one.
another sad thing or rather boring thing is the projects that are piling up like mountains. sian. this sat might go to dardar's secondary school friends gathering. but somehow i seriously don't feel like seeing anyone of them. only brings back bad memories that are not to be recalled. but somehow it just flashes back to me as and when it likes. like an alarm. certain time of the month, the dates would remind me of all that had happened. 3 more days to the day i broke up with dardar last year. keke. dardar must celebrate it with me orh! lolx. i'm out of my mind liao. break up day also want to remember and celebrate. haha.