this last chance i'm giving, my heart actually died already. perhaps things were too much like a snowball and i'm the only one trying to stop it rolling all along had tired me out. but if this chance doesn't work, i am afraid that innocent parties would be involved and being finger-point at for being the cause of it. another thing is that it doesn't just affects two of us. it affects all the friends we have. i'm okay to hang out together if the ending is a breakup eventually. but maybe not others. this is really a test for me to see who are the ones that can really become my good friends and stay with me. cause there are some out there that doesn't respects my decisions. if you don't respect them, don't be my friend. i hate friends to interfere with my relationships and i closed one eye on the previous one. don't make me severe this friendship entirely. well, that's all i have to say for this entry. this is definitely not a decision made easily or without much considerations.

to some friends (you-know-who-you-are)..
don't even try to say anything about it at all. you have no right to comment on the way i want things to be done with regards to this issue. thanks.