he moved house already. no longer staying with arima. was helping him tidy up the place and all that these few days. perhaps i think too much. but i felt as though i'm just a maid lately. cleaning up, packing stuffs and staying at home to wait for the starhub/singtel people to come..

i woke up late today. the technicians are coming at 2pm. took 1 slice of pandan cake from home and that was my lunch. took cab down fearing i would be late by other transport. in the end, the one i want to see the most didn't show up today. it's not his fault. but the work? it's not the work too. whose fault? perhaps mine. should have went home earlier and have my dinner. thank God for letting me met my old friends in acRO today. at least there's someone there to talk to me. been playing acRO the moment i'm here and till the moment i'm leaving.. he's still at his social dinner.. but i'm still hoping perhaps anytime now he would come back and hugged me telling me "surprise".

tomorrow i'm going to NTU and meeting shihui for sushi. dont feel like going anymore. but it's a must. perhaps i'll just go to NTU hand in the forms and go home. sometimes i wonder what's the importance of me in this world? i'm just a listener to people having troubles and worries. i'm just a good companion to all i guess.

"please dont be sad"