Janice Wei Lan - Never Let You Go
The rain just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same,
Everlasting pain of my loss remains,
My heart can't seem to learn to part,
The hold you left your mark,
All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark,
Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in,
*Chorus
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.
The way you left me on the train,
I don't know what to say,
I remember everything of that day,
I can't believe we'd never dance,
I just need one more chance,
To share the sunset,
Our one last romance,
Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go
nice song. it's on my imeem playlist. track number 41. maybe this thursday would go back to see how's hiclub is doing. suddenly feel like signing this song with kaiyun and everyone else. haha. i miss hiclub. the only related to sign language cca in NTU is Welfare Services Club (WSC). it is split into many sections. some for disabled, hearing imparied, volunteering work etc. think i'm gonna join that cca. hehe. now i look back i really missed poly life. although quite alot of crap happened, i still love the memories.
it's the sadness that brings out happiness. it is always the case in life and love. when there's no sadness, you dont find happiness either. it is sort of a package i guess. sadness makes you realised what is happiness. it's a vicious cycle. one starts off another. just like our emotions. emotions are being sparked off by something or some people in your life whom you cherish alot.
why am i typing all these? it's inspired by the conversation i had with him yesterday. hmm.. work affects one's emotions. those emotions affect your loved ones, bringing their day down, having mood swings etc. this indirectly affects that one person who is already vexed from work. thus, sadness is created. arguement. tears. broken hearts. at the end of the day, it's always the latter's fault for not being understanding enough or not having enough faith. the latter soon chose to not cry anymore nor say much. for that vicious cycle would just stop with the latter being upset alone and not causing pain to both parties.