let me tell you about a carabina hook story..

2 days ago, girl was just sharing and telling boy that she discovered that one of her ex-boyfriends still love her alot. through the way he remember what she says, the things she do and the quotes that she likes.. then, boy asked "what's the point of you knowing it now?". girl felt that how come boy had changed. he wasn't like this when she shared with him about her ex-boyfriends last time. she went on talking about other things and no reply. so, she asked "are you pissed or just tired?" boy answered "pissed". girl couldn't comprehend why he was pissed. so she got so upset and angry. she didn't want to argue on, and just bid goodbye and left.

next day, she was still upset and angry, despite raining heavily and getting herself a little drenched, she didn't sms boy to be careful like she used to. he didn't sms her to be careful too. later in the day, she decided to curb her temper and sms him telling him be careful and good luck for his presentations. he didn't reply. not even a single sms back for the next 2 or 3 or 4 smses she sent. she's very hurt in fact. then, upon reaching near boy's workplace, she decided to call. he took a while to pick up. he gave her the still angry tone. she tried all she could to smile and answer back. her friend asked "why are you forcing a smile on yourself?" she answered "because i dont want to argue with him anymore. it's tiring and hurtful"

when they met, boy's face was still showing his anger towards her. she smiled and pulled his arms. first time, she did that despite hurt and angry at the same time. just cause she cherished him so much that she didn't want to make things worse even further with a "cold war". finally, he relented and they started chatting, joking just like how they used to. they went on a 24 carabina hooks hunting in city area. they found but it wasn't sufficient. it was time for girl to go home. so boy sent girl home. both of them were so tired that they practically slept throughout the journey. everything was fine till minutes before bedtime for the both of time.

girl just missed boy so much that she just wanted to meet him earlier. she started whining and all. because boy asked her to help him get the carabinas after her school. despite knowing the fact that she didn't sleep much the night before and having classes in the morning the very next day. she just wanted to take a rest and prevent herself from falling sick. was she wrong to take a rest? no. so he said "okay. never mind. after work i would go find it myself. but i cant meet you earlier that way." she felt that his words are like threatening her to a certain extent, like "if you dont help me, i cant meet you earlier. choose it yourself." he snapped at her. "you're so problematic." she was pissed and hurt. no one had ever said that she's problematic although she admit that she does have attitude problems at times.

the arguement started. he said bye. she hung up the phone without goodbye. minutes later, he called her again. saying sorry and he dont like the word "threaten". she's still mad. she didn't talk much. the call ended in 5minutes or so. both of them went to bed. this time round he made the initiative to make up with her. cause earlier during dinner, she said that why is she always the one who starts to make up with him be it whether the fault lies in her. so during that short call, he said that he made an effort to call her this time round. in her heart, she's telling herself.. "that's cause you're the one who started it this time round."

everything was peaceful. she decided to be nice and go to jurong point and help him source for the 24 carabinas. she found small ones in value$ shop. so she smsed him about her findings. she was waiting for his reply till 4pm. she left the place and took a cab down to toa payoh central, hoping to find the ones similiar size and design with the one he bought the other time. like a lost sheep, she wondered around toa payoh and her gut feelings told her to go into the neighbourhood.

she saw carabinas. but it's not for sale. so she asked the shopkeeper where can she find them. the shopkeeper told her just the shop behind this block. she went to look for it and yes! she found the carabinas. so she called him, thinking he should have ended work. during the conversation, she started to unhook those that she wants from the whole chain of carabinas. it was all assorted. she had to take out one by one. in the end, she can only make up 3 sets of 6 pieces of each color, having the same size and design. she lacks 1 set.

so boy told girl, he would go down to jurong point then. girl got irritated. she was being nice and all for the past 4 hours trying to source things out for him. in the end, he said that the size dont have to be the same as his one. did he tell her about it? no. so she was basically just wasting her time, finding all over the place. now she sits here blogging, trying to vent her anger. her phone rings. she picked up. they had an arguement again. cause boy said that girl wasn't being decisive nor does she have creative thinking. she should have just bought the ones at value$ shop and saved them all the problem in a sense.

of course, she got agitated even further. with a 5kg heavy bag, she went around walking and standing and looking like a retard for the past 5 hours, knowing nuts that the size difference didn't matter. in the end, this is all she gets. she cried of course. things just ain't going well these two days. in his eyes, she's the one being ridiculous and problematic. in her eyes, he's the one being ridiculous and petty.

end of story. if it's going to continue, i would edit it again. there's so much stress. i cant understand the lectures already. i have so many assignments to worry and now i got this carabina issue. if tingx ever cease to exist in this world, for the next few days, you would know it's farewell for good from her..