suddenly feeling emo-ish. i think after so long this is the first time in one day i blogged so many times. initially i planned to blog something about happiness that i saw in MyPaper today. but now, totally no mood. then this email thingy suddenly pops up in my head. it's something like this..

i rather have "u" in my "hrt", then to not have "u" in my "heart"
anyway, dont ask me why i'm emo. it just appeared out of nowhere. really, i swear. it's not pms, cause it's just over not long. likely to be the normal mood swings. at times like this, i only need those medicine that can make one happy. maybe anti-depressants like Sertraline, Fluoxetine. or maybe next time got people can develop a happy pill. it would remove the slightest unhappiness you have in you and replaced it with an optimistic attitude to view the world better.

sigh. seeing so many relationships and people passing me by everyday, i kinda came to a conclusion that, love with boundaries and restrictions aren't happy at all. how can one feel happy when they are restricted and constrained by this and that? i simply dont understand, cause i'm not like that and i dont like to be restricted. just imagine how the lion in the zoo wouuld feel being caged up everyday. some circumstances may just be uncalled for. it's in the mind. it's always the user. it's how we perceive things and how we handle them. gah. by the way, i like this quote about happiness. taken from my senior's msn nick..

agony comes cheap. happiness, costs a bomb.
i who never owns a "bomb", will never own happiness