been so hardworking lately. finishing up on my biophysics assignment and also the resume writing. next week is term break! like finaly.. but i hope i dont lose momentum after that. cause straight after it would be tests and CAs. sigh. electives became meaningless and boring now that clarence had decided to go aussie to study, he haven't been coming to school. well, my clone is leaving. this kind of feeling sucks.

people come and go in life,
but it hurts much more,
when they abandoned you for no reasons at all.
sigh. anway, i dug up something from my old blog. emo poems. i cant remember if i wrote them or i took it from somewhere. hope you guys like them though.

Why

Why do i dream of you
When i know this dream will never come true
Why do i think of you
When i know you are not my destiny
Why do i lay awake at nights, seeing your smile
When i am a stranger to you..
Why do i wish for miracles
When all i want is you..
B'cos all i know
is that i am in love with you.

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Broken

i never thought you would hurt me, but you did
and now my heart remains in flames
time doesn't seems to heal my wounds
leave me alone like you've had
go off and leave me sad..