Tuesday, January 06, 2009

changed the blogskin. new year new look for blog. wanted to make it pure black. but couldnt find a nice black skin that i like. so, shall stick with this "beautiful illusion". cause i'm living in a beautiful illusion now. when the illusion is gone, what comes is no other than heartaches.

yesterday was the first day of my year 3 sem 2. and there was only 1 lecture from 2:30pm to 4:30pm. but you know what? at 2:45pm, admin came in and said this..

"lecture is cancelled." and my first reaction was "HUH?!?!" lol. and reason for why lecture was cancelled is because..

"prof liu's flight has been delayed." and my reaction was "WTF?!" i was like just 3 rows away from where the admin was standing when the announcement was made. lol. who in the right mind would choose a last minute flight back. if you have lessons on monday, you could have chosen a flight that was a week before. and no notes was uploaded too. i pay school fees to entertain such craps? zzz. nothing to say. perhaps i'm just being plain emo.

emo max max would be the correct description for me right now. i'm happy with the new smoking laws enforced. but on the other hand, people can still find ways to smoke. such as company having a smoking room. isnt that encouraging people to smoke more? i simply dont understand what's so good about smoking. smoking kills. not only the smoker but people around the smoker. yeah. i'm talking about myself again as you can guessed if you had followed my entries.

what happened? simple. he went out whole night with his friend. and you know what? smoking paradise. i sniffed it out despite being sick, having a flu and cough. what about other nights that he's been out? smoking paradise too? it's been 6 months. i suppose CHANGE is not easy especially for smokers to stop smoking for good. i guess this contributes to 50% of my sleepless nights recently. another 50% from the messed up biological clock. to add on, it's been almost 12 days since i was sick. and you know what? i'm not recovered at all. why? thanks to crying making my flu worse and more phlegm stuck.