emo day..

perhaps due to the fact that i am sick i get very irritated easily. or perhaps it's just pre-ms-ing. or perhaps of the mahjong today. not that i lost money. in fact i won 6bucks. so you may wonder why am i so emo. cause 2 players were smoking throughout the entire whole game.

the words they said throughout the day just reminded me of things that happened previously. and i knew it. he never read my blog anymore. how "comforting" to hear that..

people who dont know the story behind why i hate smokers i can understand. but someone who knows the story so well, asking others not to smoke in front of me and all that.. dont wish to say anymore. since the person that should read all these, doesnt do it anymore. what's the use of writing on this blog..

i'm just nothing more than being a burden and irritatign person to him.