long time no blog.. just wanna post this song lyrics here as a reflection of my feelings.. dont wish to blog about what happened. cause it always the same old thing happening time and again. my heart is already shattered till it's numb. history just keep repeating. what is trust? it's long gone with the rain. time and again.. my feelings seemed to be so negligible i guess. so simply humans are so selfish creatures that they do things for their own leisure and pleasure without caring for what people around them would feel. exams are just around the corner. and yet here i am emo-ed and feeling so messed up. initially there wasn't much motivation to make me study. now, there's none. so here's the song..
蔡依林 - 妥协
你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太远
you always like to lie
i always played along
all the changes made just to enter your world
this scene replayed 100 times
then i realised it's your heart that's too far
你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
you drew the boundaries
i cant make mistakes easily
all the time was given priority to you
unknowingly i'd love till i no longer dare to take any risk
became your puppet for 1 year 2 years
then i saw how pathetic i am
爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
love till compromise in the end is misunderstanding
i hugged you refused to let go
history keep repeating itself i'm so tired
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界
love till compromise also can make the story resurface again
you made the last move i hid in my world
你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
you drew the boundaries
i cant make mistakes easily
all the time was given priority to you
unknowingly i'd love till i no longer dare to take any risk
became your puppet for 1 year 2 years
then i saw how pathetic i am
爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
love till compromise in the end is misunderstanding
i hugged you refused to let go
history keep repeating itself i'm so tired
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界
love till compromise also can make the story resurface again
you made the last move i hid in my world
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天
you're only scared of sleeping alone
i dont wish to cry for you anymore
i understand and wont hestitate anymore
i'll start my own tomorrow
爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
love till compromise in the end is misunderstanding
i hugged you refused to let go
history keep repeating itself i'm so tired
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界
love till compromise also can make the story resurface again
you made the last move i hid in my world