i think sometimes people call you friends just for the sake of calling you their friends. in times of need, they will seek your help. when informations need to be spread, the news never reach you. friends. how superficial can humans be? this is not the first time that such things happened and it's from the same people. what can i say? i can only say i'm thankful i'm graduating soon. that's all.

had a bad night. quarreled with him. up till now i haven't been picking up his calls or reply his smses. i'm thankful i have hi club. i'm thankful i have my bed, soft toys and my fyp partner. well, guess she's been very tolerant with my attitude and temper. i totally give up on him now. i don't want to say anymore. everytime we argue, i'm always the wrong one in his eyes. yah. i am wrong! happy? i think you're happier this way. isn't it? you ask me not to treat you this way, isn't this how you've been treating me all the while? don't say never. cause you did. i won't believe whatever you say now, especially things like you love me and all that shit. i'm sorry. i don't need those superficial words from you anymore. it meant nothing to me.

all those who want to lecture me and preach on me that i shouldn't do this, please save your breath. anyone who intefere with this issue, i will not let you off easily. thanks.