just finished watching 2 episodes of "Wedding", a korean drama series. it's rather nice and evoke alot of my own thoughts, not to mention bringing back memories. people really moved on. perhaps it was a mistake for me to be dependent on people now. when i'm so dependent on them, i forgot about myself. so when they are not there for me, even just for once, i would feel so hurt and down. i used to be very dependent, but my friend thought me to be independent. she once said this to me,

"you can't depend on others. they will eventually leave you alone"
these words.. so true to me now. first time in 6 years, i depended on others. this feeling sucks totally. i mean things were fine the way they are. but i forgot to take into consideration that environment changes a person. anyway, it's late. i'm having an external final year project presentation at 11:20am. i better get into bed now. nights.