hmm.. i guessed now everyone knows i'm with wind already. nothing to hide. i'm not like someone else. tell people he's meeting a friend but end up it seems to be a girlfriend. then go home online or go out with other common friends, he will try to be so anti-social and look so pathetic and all that. victimizing himself and make use of his friends' feelings to control them and the words they say. i know there's bound to be nasty comments from people but i didn't expect it to be from one of my close friends who changed his attitude totally after one day out with him alone. weird? i feel that way too. anyway, i seriously dont understand why people cant be truthful to themselves and to their friends? i heard i was being two timed all along. but how true is that i wouldn't know? if it's true, then my feelings of not trusting all along is very accurate already. haha. anyway, time for bed. *snuggles in bed and huggiex maomao to bed*
_{maomao - a polar bear soft toy that wind bought for me today}