his birthday is coming. but it's the day of my test. kinda headache what to get or do to make a surprise for him. given the current situation of my health. there's alot of things i wanna do, but it's over my present limit and it will turn out to be awful. sigh. any suggestions? >.<

when i saw this picture on anntonii, it reminded me of that time. the time when i was feeling down, and we were walking back to esplanade from the merlion spot, i saw the ferris wheel in making. and i said something like "i wonder who will accompany me go up there.." he replied "i will. when it's done, let's take it together. i promise." i didn't really take it to heart. i just thought it would be words said to comfort me at that point of time. somehow, the picture of us taking it together, keeps spinning in my mind. i really wished to go up the ferris wheel someday. with my dearest him. does he even remember this now? beats me.