officially declare that i'm pms-ing as of today!! girls, have you ever wear sandals and walk muddy roads or on raining days? i'm sure once or twice in your life at least. and how does it feels? sticky and irritating right? especially for clean freaks like me. i get pissed at the mud not at you. but you shouted at me. and what were the words you used? "FK OFF NOW" and to everyone who knows me well out there, do i like to be shouted with these words? HELL NO! fine. it was my choice to take a shortcut there instead of walking the concretes. i said sorry didn't i? how about you? seeing me on the verge of tears, you said fine, everything's your fault in those sarcastic tone of yours.

then you said want to quarrel, quarrel later. i wasn't even trying to quarrel. whatever i do also wrong in your eyes. i said sorry you still like that. what the hell do you want me to do?! i'm damn upset can. it was supposed to be a happy day meeting up with some friends. just cause i'm pissed at my muddy foot, you thought i'm pissed at you. and all these shit have to happen.

i held you back but you wanted to throw me behind again just like the other time at the ramen restaurant. you walked out on me again. would you never stop if i dont stop you? why is it that whenever i walked away, you dont even bother coming after me or stop me? cause it's useless/pointless?

even though now okay already, i'm still posting this up. i need an outlet man. this is the outlet of my suppresed emotions. got some random pictures to post too. resolution not very good though. =X

*after crying*


*looking away*


*pouts*