okay. now for a random post after chatting with jianqi on msn. have you ever have the feeling when you miss somebody so much, but you cant see them, you cant touch them, you cant be with them? the feeling totally sucks right? cause it's like you would start to think what is that person doing, maybe they are happy dating another person who is much more important than you in their life. then you start to get emo and upset. when you couldn't take it anymore, you just feel like giving up loving that someone.

but no matter how you tried to give up, you just cant. worst scenario would be if both have mutual feelings, but either one side or both sides are just too coward to take any actions to make things possible. so they can only stay this way to torture themselves emotionally and mentally. i sound like i so pro. haha. but i guess people do feel this way at some point of time in their life. this feeling i had felt it before. haha. like when you're secretly admiring someone from afar and you dont wanna let that person know. keke.