ARGH!!! bloody hell. i doing the biophysics assignment till i'm crazy now. not only that. to add on to it, everyone's leaving for overseas to study. great. zzz. i guess the evening walk from dover MRT back home wasn't a long term therapy from all these nonsense. it felt so great to be exploring just now. it only takes me 20minutes to reach home. at least for that moment, there aint any worries or problems. as if my day wasn't bad enough to begin with. i couldn't fell asleep yesterday. only had barely 4hours of sleep.

so i was late for school. then i didn't have any appetite for lunch. ate a little. then, my right hand shook so badly that i couldn't even hold my pencil and write. need to use my left hand to control my right hand. like small kid. if you're wondering how come i got shaky hands, it's cause my hands are slightly shaky to begin with, inherited from my dad. it went on for about 3hours or so. after which, i couldn't breath at all when i went out during lecture breaks. then my vision blurred. my head spinning. this is not all. on the way to take bus, pass by LT19A as usual, i nearly tripped and fell flat on the floor. there aint any obstacles or uneven ground. it's not my shoes too. how down can i get in a day? to top it off, i'm bloody emo now. zzz. all because of all these stupid things and stupid people.

ARGH!!! i wanna scream at the top of my lungs now. i wanna blast music till it drowns the whole world.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!