Wednesday, February 13, 2008

when i thought things were all going good and getting better, a bomb landed again.

"people vday with their boyfriend. you vday go attend vday event. you power lor. i hate vday"

just cause i'm telling him tomorrow i'll be in school till around 5pm for some valentines day event. IF he had specially taken time off or arranged his time to be earlier, why cant he just tell me? even so, isn't it abit too much to say all these and go off to bed just like that. i dont know if it was joking typed in the msn or was it being aggressive. after all the word "hate" is a very strong word to use. i simply dont understand. what did i do wrong to deserve this kind of words..

valentines day may not mean much to some people. to me, it means quite alot. although the good old saying goes something like, as long as you're with your loved one, everyday can be valentines day. having my loved ones telling me they hate valentines, i'll be drowned in total depression and flooded with pessimistic thoughts. yes. it affects me this much. at this point of time this quote came to me..

"agony comes cheap, but happiness costs a bomb.
i who never owns a bomb, would never own happiness"


hate my blog for all i care. you lost control of yourself once again. were your words, you said back then, all empty? i just hope this is all a misunderstanding of you on my part.